Two months ago my world was changed forever. I said a goodbye I wasn’t ready for. I’m still not ready for it.
I’m at a place where I’m discovering myself. I’m learning my life and following a path that is unfamiliar. I walk it with firm steps. I question my future. I am firm on where I want to be.
I am thankful you gave me clarity on some of my most intimate thoughts. You saved me from myself and didn’t even realize it.
I tried my best to save you. I danced with your demons. I cherished your love. Your giving selfless soul made me understand things on the deepest level.
I still reach for you. I can only hold your memories. They are my most prized moments.
I think. I remember. I wish. I wonder.
I have learned many things. I have met new challenges. I have overcame some unimaginable things.
You’ve given me unconditional love, hope and acceptance.
I’ve let go of things I didn’t think possible.
I am better because of you.